3rd day in Sibu

Hello.. Im back again.. guess it be a long time I didnt update my blog.. quite busy with a new life in sibu..

Relationship? uhh.. both of us selfish~.. no caring like before.. LOVE? huh! maybe.. he cant determine what LOVE means.. bullshit la.. urgh!! i hate to say it.. Shit happened again.. and again..

Today is the worse feeling that I ever feel!!! arghh~!!! Feel crazy a bit.. DAmn!!! Should u put ur ego high lately?? damn! for Godsake!! I hate u!!!!!

what happened to me lately..

I dont know what happened to me lately..

me n him pun mcam jarang jak nak call, nak msg.. I really miss him.. :'(

I want him like before.. Im understand he busy at work.. tapi..

I mok nya layan I mcm dlok.. I miss belaian nya.. urgh~~

God plz help me.. Tenangkan jiwa ku..

Sayang..

salam sayang..

pa kabar sayang rah sia?sihat ka?Posa siknya?jgn sik posa sayang,sik sayang lak.. hehe.. fy rindu ngannya.. nektok fy sahur.. bapa kali nepon B, sik juak angkat2.. nak tdo mena la B tok.. B.. I miss u so muchh.. mena aih.. Cant wait to meet u B.. mok bermanjak ngannya.. mok syg2 nya.. :) i miss u damn much!! I want u badly syg.. Ergh... feel want to cry.. I want u at my right side now.. I need someone to hold to, someone dat can hug me from behind.. No one cant ever replace u syg.. syg.. plz put ur trust on me.. Fy sikda laki lain selain dari b.. fy syg nya.. gilak2.. Only death do us apart..

lamak da B sik main blog ou.. kenak lately tok u seem like want to ignore me.. :( iboh cmya B.. B sik syg fy agik ka..?? Fy mok BOO fy dlok.. :'( B nektok cam sik lalek ngan LUV agik eh.. kadang2 fy nangis sorang dirik.. sbb I really miss u yg dlok.. :( syg.. plz boh polah fy camtok gik k.. sakit jiwa.. nang mena2 terlukak hati fy bab B macam mok sik mok jak layan fy.. macam sik caring gilak ngan fy.. why????????????? Publish PostIf I stay there..would u listen to my heart...? its true when we lost someone that had been caring for us for a long time, at that time we will regret by letting them go.. once they go, we will missing them, we will be more painful and realize how much they meant to us.. think about it sayang.. Appreciate someone that had been in our life for a long time.. sampe ctok jak luahan hati fy..

I luv u..

mwuahh..

I need to be next to you

I need to be next to you
I need to share every breath with you
I need to know I can see you smiling each morning
look into your eyes each night
for the rest of my life
here with you, near with you
I need to be next to you

right here with you is right where I belong
I'll lose my mind if I can't see you
without you there is nothing in this life
that would make life worth living for
I can't bear the thought of you not there
I can't fight what I feel anymore

I need to have your heart next to mine
for all the time
hold you for all my life
I need to be next to you....

I'll be loving u forever.. #####

I'm not that kind of women who can take a broken heart

So dont ever leave

I don't want to see us part

the very thought of losing you means

that everything would go down under

i'll be loving you forever

just as long as you want me to be

i'll be loving you forever

all this love's for you and me

i count the blessings that keep our love new

there's one for me and a million for you

there's just so much that i wanna say

that when i look at you all my thoughts get in the way

:'( sad day..

Im officially missing u...

boleh sik mun kau sik boh pegi...

perlu ka nak balittttttt..

xpyah balit ba...

boh balit k...

plz..

boh molah aku sedih..

ku sik mok kau pegi..

plzz....

sikda gik k org ngan aku guro...

ngan aku bmnjak..

ngan aku kelaie...

ngan aku porettt...

kelak mun kau da balit..

sapa neman aku di ctok..

sapa neman aku makan..

sapa neman aku tdo..

kau jak pat molah aku pereyy..

kelak mun kau da balit.. mesti lamak gik kau nak agak ctok kan..

:(

sikpat ka kau dengan aku sampe aku abis blaja ka..

hurm... impossible kan kau pat neman aku..

take care sayang..

u always on my mind..

i luv u so much...

a nite wit ##########. . . . . .

what can i say when my hubby laying beside me rite now.. hehehe... feels like in heaven..

I luv him so much!!!