3rd day in Sibu

Hello.. Im back again.. guess it be a long time I didnt update my blog.. quite busy with a new life in sibu..

Relationship? uhh.. both of us selfish~.. no caring like before.. LOVE? huh! maybe.. he cant determine what LOVE means.. bullshit la.. urgh!! i hate to say it.. Shit happened again.. and again..

Today is the worse feeling that I ever feel!!! arghh~!!! Feel crazy a bit.. DAmn!!! Should u put ur ego high lately?? damn! for Godsake!! I hate u!!!!!

what happened to me lately..

I dont know what happened to me lately..

me n him pun mcam jarang jak nak call, nak msg.. I really miss him.. :'(

I want him like before.. Im understand he busy at work.. tapi..

I mok nya layan I mcm dlok.. I miss belaian nya.. urgh~~

God plz help me.. Tenangkan jiwa ku..

Sayang..

salam sayang..

pa kabar sayang rah sia?sihat ka?Posa siknya?jgn sik posa sayang,sik sayang lak.. hehe.. fy rindu ngannya.. nektok fy sahur.. bapa kali nepon B, sik juak angkat2.. nak tdo mena la B tok.. B.. I miss u so muchh.. mena aih.. Cant wait to meet u B.. mok bermanjak ngannya.. mok syg2 nya.. :) i miss u damn much!! I want u badly syg.. Ergh... feel want to cry.. I want u at my right side now.. I need someone to hold to, someone dat can hug me from behind.. No one cant ever replace u syg.. syg.. plz put ur trust on me.. Fy sikda laki lain selain dari b.. fy syg nya.. gilak2.. Only death do us apart..

lamak da B sik main blog ou.. kenak lately tok u seem like want to ignore me.. :( iboh cmya B.. B sik syg fy agik ka..?? Fy mok BOO fy dlok.. :'( B nektok cam sik lalek ngan LUV agik eh.. kadang2 fy nangis sorang dirik.. sbb I really miss u yg dlok.. :( syg.. plz boh polah fy camtok gik k.. sakit jiwa.. nang mena2 terlukak hati fy bab B macam mok sik mok jak layan fy.. macam sik caring gilak ngan fy.. why????????????? Publish PostIf I stay there..would u listen to my heart...? its true when we lost someone that had been caring for us for a long time, at that time we will regret by letting them go.. once they go, we will missing them, we will be more painful and realize how much they meant to us.. think about it sayang.. Appreciate someone that had been in our life for a long time.. sampe ctok jak luahan hati fy..

I luv u..

mwuahh..

I need to be next to you

I need to be next to you
I need to share every breath with you
I need to know I can see you smiling each morning
look into your eyes each night
for the rest of my life
here with you, near with you
I need to be next to you

right here with you is right where I belong
I'll lose my mind if I can't see you
without you there is nothing in this life
that would make life worth living for
I can't bear the thought of you not there
I can't fight what I feel anymore

I need to have your heart next to mine
for all the time
hold you for all my life
I need to be next to you....

I'll be loving u forever.. #####

I'm not that kind of women who can take a broken heart

So dont ever leave

I don't want to see us part

the very thought of losing you means

that everything would go down under

i'll be loving you forever

just as long as you want me to be

i'll be loving you forever

all this love's for you and me

i count the blessings that keep our love new

there's one for me and a million for you

there's just so much that i wanna say

that when i look at you all my thoughts get in the way

:'( sad day..

Im officially missing u...

boleh sik mun kau sik boh pegi...

perlu ka nak balittttttt..

xpyah balit ba...

boh balit k...

plz..

boh molah aku sedih..

ku sik mok kau pegi..

plzz....

sikda gik k org ngan aku guro...

ngan aku bmnjak..

ngan aku kelaie...

ngan aku porettt...

kelak mun kau da balit..

sapa neman aku di ctok..

sapa neman aku makan..

sapa neman aku tdo..

kau jak pat molah aku pereyy..

kelak mun kau da balit.. mesti lamak gik kau nak agak ctok kan..

:(

sikpat ka kau dengan aku sampe aku abis blaja ka..

hurm... impossible kan kau pat neman aku..

take care sayang..

u always on my mind..

i luv u so much...

a nite wit ##########. . . . . .

what can i say when my hubby laying beside me rite now.. hehehe... feels like in heaven..

I luv him so much!!!

# # # # ..SELAMAT MALAM SAYANG.. # # # #

malam yang indah...

hari ini adalah hari kedua aku mengantikan puasa aku.. Alhamdullillah, tidak ada dugaan yang melanda aku ketika mengantikan puasa aku.. aku bersyukur kepada Allah kerana dengan izinNya aku mampu melaksanakan puasa ini tanpa rasa lapar dan dahaga.. tetapi, jauh d sudut hatiku, aku merasa sedih kerana aku tidak dapat pulang ke tanah airku untuk melawat ayah kekasihku d sana..

Duhai kekasihku,

bawalah bersabar.. cekalkanlah hatimu sayang.. kuatkanlah semangatmu.. Aku berdoa agar ayahmu akan kembali cepat sihat seperti sedia kala.. Ya Allah ya Tuhanku, berikanlah semangat dan tabahkanlah hati kekasihku Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim.. Berikanlah Rahmat ke atas keluarganya Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku.. Aku memohon kepadamu, hindarkanlah perkara keburukan melanda keluargaku dan juga keluarganya Ya Allah... Engkaulah Maha Penyayang Lagi Maha Mengasihani... Amin~

Sayang...

Aku akan tetap berada dihatimu, walaupun jasad kita berjauhan.. I will always luv u until my last breath..

Its rainy day..

ari tok.. aku bangun kol 3 petang.. esok.. prents ku datang.. sik sabar nungu daknya datang.. hehehe.. aku sikpat contact gerek aku ari tok.. i dont knw why nya sk angkat tepon aku.. wther nya manas ngan ku pasal malam tadik.. nya nyumpah aku kedak apa jak.. hmm... tepn aku rosak ba.. lagipun kawan aku nak makei tepon nya.. sik la aku nak melarang, maka bukan hak aku.. i miss him badly.. aku mok tauk pa brita nya.. tapi.. for sure.. mesti ari tok nya sik mok layan aku.. aku tauk aku sapa bah.. tapi sapa maok.. mun da jauh2 cmtok.. mesti ada kelaie.. ku sik ska ba.. kelaie2 mcm tok.. duak2 pihak mesti akan stress juak bah.. tolong la.. faham la dgn aku.. kmk duak knal bukan nya sehari duak.. tapi dah lamak ba.. almost 7years mek duak besama.. I luv him so much.. but.. trust each other penting ba... without trust.. sik guna juak begerek.. nang confirm kelaie ba.. aku akan nantik nya datang ctok kelak.. tapi.. sik tauk bla.. but.. i will wait for that day..

Stresss!!!!

I hate diz feeling.. tepon pun rosak.. problem pun bertimpak2.. help me..

hari tk dugaan yg amat mencabar!!!!!

hrmmmm...mk ku luah pun sik guna..hanya dapat ku share is my dad kenak stroke!!

benar sedih..and mk nangis kenak cubaan camtk..but ku mesti tabahkn ati ku...and ku hanya berserah ngn allah s.w.t...ku berdoa agar dad ku sihat kedak besa...sik sanggup ku nanga derita dad ku nektk... :'( juz some one jak dapat merik semangat ku balit, mk tauk sapa? lu pikir lh sndiri....

SHIT HAPPENED AGAIN

Ko sik penah nak cayak aku..!! memang kau sik penah nak put ur trust on me!!! sampe bila ko mok molah aku biak kecik ?? ku sik ska bah mcm tok!! kau ugut2 aku pa suma, kedak ku tok anak pusak ka d plah kau macam ya?? ku tok da perasaan juak.!! Sikit2 majuk, ngamok sik tentu pasal!!! mana macam2.. Manas for thing nok sk masok akal!!! bagus sik becouple mun mcm tok!! boleh gila juak kenak mcm tok!! shit!!!!! why this small things u cant settle?? Be matured!!!!!! Kau sik tauk bnda tok pat molah ku gila!!! stresss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dgn prangey kau sik abis2 jadi pak ANdaian!!! meramal aku mcm2!!! smpe bila ko nak molah aku macam tok!!! padah lok!!! sampe bila ko sik trust ngan aku!!! im tired for all this!!

by rindu ngn nya...

fy by rindu ngn nya glak..........bila ndak dapat agak nya tk owh...sayang nya...sayang nya glak2!muah..muah...

what a boring day.. thinking of u B.. ## u..

hi.. hi..

hari tok mendung jak.. aku bok bis masak nasi goreng telur k rice cooker tek.. hehe.. menjadik juak nasi goreng ku tek.. hehe.. today.. masuk hari kelima aku d apartment.. i luv my new apartment!! hehe.. bes.. everything dekat jak, nak ke supermarket.. trun ke dibah jak.. nak ke kfc, blkng ya jak.. nak ke pizza seblah kfc jak.. adui..~~ makan..makan.. jak d ingat.. hehehe.. ya jak for kali tok.. xoxo..

OFFICIALLY MISSING U B!!! ######

hubby...

fy syang gilak ngannya... fy mena2 syg nya.. I miss u soooooo badly..

if fy da d kch.. take care k syg... jangan berolah.. mun da papa, calling fy.. padah ngan fy... jgn berahsia k syg.. I'll be there when u need me.. no one can replace u in my heart.. u r my true love.. my whole life...u ease my trouble.. I luv u more than anything.. sayang nya gilak.. mwuahhh!!!!

wiendu...wiendu..wiendu..!

misz fy...misz fy..misz fy...tutup mata bukak mata sik rasa fy mk ningal by..hrmmm..brapa ari gk tk..!!!!! ish !!!!!tension plus pressure palak ikir byk glak..bla...bla... gaduh lh!!!!!!!!!!!!

hrmmm..borink tahap dewa ari tk!!!!

sayunk..sayunk...sikpa lh yunk ari tk taduak sik pat jumpa,..hari lain lak taduak pat jumpa..last night by suruh cal sik juak d call..hmm sikpa brapa ari gk fy d citok..kaktk sikda gk fy ngn by jln2 apa2 jak lh..k.lh fy by realy miss you..muahhhmuahhh

I # hubby!!!

b.. i really miss u now.. soooo sorry.. fy gik bz ngan keja d umah.. dak nenek datang bah.. ptg tok fy g aport, anta arol.. esok kita jumpa k syg.. luv u always... muahhhh..

Sakit Perut yang teramat sangat...

ku sakit perut gilak.. 3 hari da aku sakit perut.. aduii...

malam yg seram bagi aku!!!!!

errrr...jam mk dekat pukul 12 camya,aku ngantar gerek ku balit pegi kidurong pakei jalan tanjung batu,..time on the way ku ngantar gerek ku pakei jalan tanjung ya tiba2 ku rasa motor ku asa berat macam di tarit jak..dah ya slow2 ku mbak moto and berenti ku d roundbout sia,trun ku dari moto ngecheck tayar moto ku takut pamcet dah ku check tek sik juak kurang angin tayar ku..lam ati ku nak gerenti ada something tk..huhuh apa gk ku tek laju lah nait moto..gerek ku diam jak belakang..dah ya tek segek hal gk hapen..gerek ku tiba2 jak meluk aku kuat2 dah ya tek palak nya tunduk,tanyak ku nya kenak fy?nya madah sik da pa2...sampei knek tk ku sik tauk kenak nya camya tek...kak ku ngantar gerek ku tek sik lh ku make jalan ya gik..segek hal gik dah ku balit pakei jalan lamak ku,...nang sik da kereta langsung..s.e2 jak ku balit umah..heheheh knek tk aku dah d umah..k.lah ya jak nk ku pat cerita..astalavista bebeh..!chow

Sik juak kau melayan aku!@#$%^&*

Sakit ati nar eh d polah macam tok!!!!!

SwiMMing..

ritok.. kua wit my bro, sis n my beloved hubby.. best ilak.. sebb mandik swmgpool sama2, wpun swmgpool tek crowded gilak.. bak kata org baie.. Ebek lel menduk.. hehehe.. asal boleh berendam,, wooohoooo... ada indah geng sidak gay boy tek... ndak alah2 nanga hubby ku.. pa ka reti.. tlong laaaa..... ok la.. takat tok jak utk ari tok.. xoxo~

husby sayunk wifefy glakkkkkkk...muahhhhh...tutup mata bukak mata sayunk dah mk jauh ngan byy..sedih lah by klk fy...walaupun 3 bulan fy d kch seolah 3 tahun bagi by...hrmm..apa boleh buat nak' fy..redha jak by..dah fy madah ngn by fy dh tempah tiket pegi kch makin sik nyaman jak nyawa by...besalh nak sapa maok gerek jauh dari mata...sikhal lh...alng2 kn..kakya tauk2lh mun dah hbis study KAWENNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!! taduak dah lamak dah kenak seru yunk...k.lh ngantok dah mata by..muahhh...rah pipi nya

have I told u Lately That I Love u..

I Luv u Syahid!!!!

I luv him so much!!

I'll rather have bad times with him.. than have a good time with someone else..
I cant live without him.. He's my soul.. My true love.. I dont wanna to lose him..
I luv Mohammad Syahid damn much!!!!

s.o.s

Myne here.. Was thinking of him.. need him much!!!!

Petang yang mendung..

ehem.. ehem.. myne here..

I baruk polah Marble cake tok tek.. First time polah Marble cake, ahey nya menjadik juak.. hehehe.. rasanya kek ya sehari jak pat betahan d umah tok.. huhuhuhu..

hurmm... hari tok sungguh lah mendung.. kira nak g swmg ptg tok.. urgh~~ hari sik mengizin kan jak I nak g swmgpool.. so.. smpey ctok jak la.. xoxo